Colonial mentality is commonly a trait that most Filipinos of today possess. This trait or mentality as what its’ name implies, is the admiration and adoration of foreign products instead of the products of our own. This however, does not merely rest on adoring and admiring foreign products but rather it is accepting foreign conducts, beliefs, manner of speaking or anything under the sun as long as it is foreign. Some people may view it as a trait that needs to be removed from our system, or some others, really does not care about it anyway.
Either you care about this or not, my view upon this matter rests on one single fact, a fact that every one of us can see, can feel, and can experience. And what is this vital fact? – The fact that our own beloved Philippines is slowly dying. The decline of our economy, the inevitable crimes happening all over the country, the constant migration of workers abroad and the occurrences that justifies the mere fact. That is why we can’t blame most of the Filipinos of today, for having this kind of mentality. It is just a scapegoat! It is just a means of escaping the reality that we are living in the Philippines as Filipinos.
I really hate it when I get the chance of glancing at the television and in it show a Tagalog movie, a show, news or any of that sort. I hate reading Tagalog novels whether fictional or the other. I hate listening to local music. It is all boring!! I readily puke at these things! I hate them. But honestly not because they are all boring that I seem to hate them, it’s because seeing them, hearing them, feeling them makes me feel I’m a Filipino or better yet, it makes me realize I’m a Filipino! Not that I hate being a Filipino for some Filipinos are still worthy of praise for their incredible feats of ingenuity and talents that i daresay, can readily compete globally, but these are not enough to cover all the wrongdoings and the standard foolishness.
I am a Filipino that I shared the pangs of shame when our country ran the second most corrupt nation around the globe! I am a Filipino that I am dismayed for the hiking increase of crime rates to a paramount though we are stupidly proud that we are the single-most Christian nation in Asia! I am a Filipino that I am broken to pieces seeing our country suffer the blows of poverty, running the second most country among the poor around the world, if I’m not mistaken. Aha. Really, God is all fair enough that everything is in balance, in harmony! A perfect nation inhabited by law-breaking scoundrels and selfish baboons!
Now, you can’t blame me for loving the foreign acts, the foreign movies, the foreign stuffs, the foreign news, all everything foreign! For I hate to see the Philippines suffering. For some time I just want to escape a few minutes, an hour, or a day to another country, just to experience the taste of difference between here and there.  But in some point, I still believe that hope lies in our future! The unborn babies of the modern Philippines, they may bring harmony and restoration of laws that our forefathers made-forth for us. That is why I am going to help, for Filipinos are to be helped upon, just to bring a little hope and spark of light to some, maybe, for I know there will be someone who will save me from my escapade and in turn learn to love what I hated, loathed and even despised! He is coming, I hope He is!